Yesterday, mum went to the hospital and she said that most likely she would be able to come home. When she called... she sounded out of it... drugged... on morphine or whatever it is that patients get in the hospital when they have an operation.

Today she calls and says that she can't come home today either and will most likely be able to come home on Saturday at like 6 or 7. I don't know what to feel right now.

Goldgan asked me if I wanted to go visit mum in the hospital... and I want to, don't get me wrong, but for 2/3 hours? When my mum needs the rest? What will I do for 2/3 hours with my mum anyways? I rarely talk to her at all anyways... 

And all of this coupled with pains... is just really really making my day. sigh...

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Yesterday, mum went to the hospital and she said that most likely she would be able to come home. When she called... she sounded out of it... drugged... on morphine or whatever it is that patients get in the hospital when they have an operation.

Today she calls and says that she can't come home today either and will most likely be able to come home on Saturday at like 6 or 7. I don't know what to feel right now.

Goldgan asked me if I wanted to go visit mum in the hospital... and I want to, don't get me wrong, but for 2/3 hours? When my mum needs the rest? What will I do for 2/3 hours with my mum anyways? I rarely talk to her at all anyways... 

And all of this coupled with pains... is just really really making my day. sigh...

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Who I am? Hey guys! Just call me Merran, Mezzy, or even Siri if you want. (don't ask, I'm not even sure how that came about). I'm born on 24th of December 1990. My hometown is Singapore, but I'm currently studying in Melbourne, Australia. I'm studying an Arts degree right now, and have no real idea what I want to do still with the rest of my life =/ Music is something that has kept me company through all my ups and downs. Especially through my downs when I feel like there is no one who understands.