For some reason... I keep feeling discouraged... and I don't even know why...
Why is it exactly that I can't seem to do what I want to do or portray what I feel to others. I know that I am always misunderstood by people who don't know me well... but i find it so hard to connect with people on a higher level. Mostly because I feel like they wouldn't understand what I've gone through... but... is that really true?

Depressing thoughts... and no one at hand that I'm close enough to talk to about them... I'm so lost... in everything... Sometimes I feel happy and other times... I'm so down...

Lately... I've been feeling so down and exhausted and just plain tired. Of everything. And... I don't want to feel this anymore...

Labels: personal

For some reason... I keep feeling discouraged... and I don't even know why...
Why is it exactly that I can't seem to do what I want to do or portray what I feel to others. I know that I am always misunderstood by people who don't know me well... but i find it so hard to connect with people on a higher level. Mostly because I feel like they wouldn't understand what I've gone through... but... is that really true?

Depressing thoughts... and no one at hand that I'm close enough to talk to about them... I'm so lost... in everything... Sometimes I feel happy and other times... I'm so down...

Lately... I've been feeling so down and exhausted and just plain tired. Of everything. And... I don't want to feel this anymore...

Labels: personal

Who I am? Hey guys! Just call me Merran, Mezzy, or even Siri if you want. (don't ask, I'm not even sure how that came about). I'm born on 24th of December 1990. My hometown is Singapore, but I'm currently studying in Melbourne, Australia. I'm studying an Arts degree right now, and have no real idea what I want to do still with the rest of my life =/ Music is something that has kept me company through all my ups and downs. Especially through my downs when I feel like there is no one who understands.